Past
It's been sometime I haven't update anything or write anything. Not even doing any updates on my Part 2 of web hosting guide. The intention of writing it initially was just to create mark for myself to remember my first ever office job in a web hosting company and a guide for anyone that visited the site. At least when I read through it something was there for me to think of it.
Its already 2 months I work in a new place, there were a lot of memories and people in my previous workplace which was one of the motivation that keeps my adrenaline pumping. I knew the job was definitely making me lazy and kills my progression. It's probably a good time for me to quit it and try out a new place. The feeling was heavy and was definitely a hard decision for me, this workplace was like my second home and the people are like my family.
I still remember staying up late due to the nature of shift work, staying alone in office with one of my best pal J/G/A/M/Az and the most loudest person M. We both will laughs like madness in late hours because the whole office is empty and you know empty offices are damn scary. My favorite part of the work is to wake early and to start working especially from home or even office. The environment changes last year, people start working on their own matters and I find myself really out of reach to an extent I find myself bored and start losing my passion in the work. Multiple times I requested to move somewhere I could at least do more but it always fail. I was not even trying hard to convince my bosses though, my fault on it.
There was always an intense memories whenever I walk through my previous desk. I was allocated to the very corner of the office nearing the door, leading to the door is pantry. Whenever someone heats their food, I will smell it. Cups and tumblers is always on my table and I was like the traffic police whenever someone does not have their access card (because the door is locked with security). I still remember someone breaks my mug in the first week. I cant find it and its important to me, I don't think I will ever find it again. I always place sweets on my table but it always gone missing (a perk for sitting near the door). I was soon being moved to a new place when I was being transferred to another team, another story begins. A bunch of interns, a bunch of newbies, a bunch of lovely people. A story full of ups and downs probably leads to the event today.
In my last day of work, there was a weird feeling inside me. Suddenly I felt like I am all alone, my seniors and my juniors celebrated my farewell. Hours and hours past until the end of work, people start going home. My friends all volunteered to help me out in packing and sending me out (it is like moment of judgement). Some touchy message appeared and they really make me burst out of tear. 'Thank you Akka' is the only words I can said.
I will revisit the place one day for sure !
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Today
I am working in a new place, starting back my phase of learning sparking up my passion again. Its funny how when you have accepted a job and all the other company you interviewed called you and said you have been accepted as well (too bad, next time). Start as a junior picking up things I haven't learn before, proving my capability, upgrading myself with more knowledge, communicates with new people. Its hell of a hefty job to do, I used to work with people inside a small office but now with a factory of global scale. Tough but manageable. A lot of things going in my mind all the time but I couldn't care less but to work. At least it kills my time and kills all my unfruitful thoughts.
Picking up my hobby I used to drop out, my dad likes to take photo as well but I knew he kept a camera to the point it broken, its based on the 35mm film type (Leica-ish camera). I knew he work hard throughout his life to the point he never have anytime to actually enjoyed what he likes to do. I knew I should not be like that, pick up my camera and start learning from the scratch again. Its no easy task to learn composition, exposure, processing, subject, and etc. But at least its fun, knowing you got a machine in your hand that creates memories that last forever the way you wanted it to be. It is a very expensive hobby though, lens cost at least a thousand and sometimes ten thousands. But you know, guys like expensive toys.
Been doing some electronic stuff as well especially IoT stuff and some computer modding as well. They really kills a lot of your time. Start my competitive gaming session again now. But I don't find gaming to be amusing nowadays anymore but a temporal relieve. Tried cooking as well and I am kinda in love with it. I always tell my mom, people who cooks is the magician in the house and my mom was probably the Houdini of my house. Remember, our parents are getting older day by day.. spend time with them now and start from an hour now, you will never regret of it. Not only that, spend more time with the people you love you cherish for, every moments you build make it a mark not a scar, a smile in their face is worth more than ten thousand words, cheer up the day for you and for them.
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End
Learn from a Japanese: Love is not business, it doesn't trade. It worth zero values, never expect return when you give. When you give, you give it from deep inside your heart; when you receive, you receive it with full gratitude. Because if love is a business is a trade, it means you are replaceable, it means you expect return when you give. It is wrong because you should believe you are one and only irreplaceable, you are destined to bring changes to people, you bring joy to people. It is not creating the fire that is hard, the hardest thing is to keep the fire alive throughout your life be it small or big.
P/S: No images for the post plus I am sleepy as h...
Peace Out. Until next time.
Choo Choo ... Im out ...
WongWian Yai station, Bangkok
Extra: I actually likes train a lot.
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